Something like this? It makes me feel awkward and unsure and intrigued and maybe that is where I want to be with my work. Searching. Vulnerable. Discovering.
I sometimes can’t tell what works and what doesn’t. My first gallerist told me that I had a talent for editing that was remarkable. And yet I have doubts in it. I feel a flow here and yet I wonder if it’s too edited, too worked out, or too uncomfortable for me - too personal. How can it be too edited and too personal at the same time? I am editing from a million places inside. But this is close to some kind of feeling I am after.